Sick

me.. master of fake smile

I’m sick of it. I’m sick of everything. I tried everything and it didn’t change, it actually got worse. I put myself throughtorture, but no, it wouldn’t work. The question now is, do I give up or keep trying? Because honestly, I can’t do it anymore. I don’t have energy anymore. I don’t have motivation anymore. And it doesn’t help when you’re bashing on everything I do, I get heartbroken. It hurts so much when someone I care about would say that to me. How could you? Do you have a heart? It hurts. My heart hurt..

I know it been so long time Im not updating my blog.. but I always draft something that I wanna post.. InsyaAllah nanti I post xx :)

@iFyka